I feel like I’ve given up a little too easily.
I feel like I should be blogging with a vengeance, but instead I’m doing papers and studying for tests and revising short stories and getting ready to move and going to interviews and stuff. Those all sound more important from the outside, but I feel guilty about neglecting the blog.
Sometimes it just seems like why would I write if nobody reads? And then I think that if i feel that way, maybe I shouldn’t even write at all. Lame.
I do care, I am interested, I want to blog, but it’s so complicated. I never remember to take pictures when I bake. Recently it’s taken so much energy to just make dinner or scones or trifle that I don’t even want to write about it.
I’m hoping things change when the semester is over.
I think gen eds are killing my spirit.